Maybe i should just delete this blog.
Give up this blogging thing.
Cause it's so demanding.
I'm just so..
P-O-O-F-E-D
O-U-T!
UGH!
It's like..
For once today i felt like being alone.
Away from everyone.
Just the silence and myself.
I'm just feeling down these days.
Really down.
I can't be bothered about much already.
I'm so dragged down by studies.
And trying my best to do well.
But the efforts do pay off.
Still, i'm just tired.
And on the other hand,
Friends are just giving me the tough times.
I know i shouldn't ask for much.
But all i want is care and attention.
But i know its selfish to think that way.
Keith says he wants to go to somewhere nobody knows him.
He said i could come along if i wanted to.
How great would it be?
To somewhere nobody knows me.
To start life all over again.
People around me wouldn't know of my ugly past.
And i hope guys there aren't as heartless and fickle minded as they are here in this dimension.
Oh and i hope i can get at least 9 hours of sleep everyday over there.
I just can't take it anymore.
Surviving on 6 hours of sleep everyday including weekends.
And spending HOURS revising my work.
There are hardly alot of friends i look forward to speaking to and meeting everyday.
Because i just don't have that kinda energy anymore.
My life is just so dull.
Have you ever felt like me before?
When you feel like everything's sinking.
Or gliding away from you.
When you lose touch with reality.
And when you feel like your prescence can't be felt any further in the real world.
Then you immerse yourself in virtuality.
You start doing crazy stuff.
And you suddenly feel that everything's spinning wildly.
You might not get what i mean.
I might sound like i'm crapping.
But i'm just trying to describe how i feel.
Sigh, i hope i get a break real soon.
Nothing impressive, but i pumped all the emotion in there.
Guess i shall end my post here.
"I think nobody knows.. When those tears start to fall.."
